Selasa, 22 Februari 2011

poem as my feelings~

Letting Go
How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.








Painful Love
Watching you from across the room
sends searing pain through my heart.
I think back to a year ago,
when I thought we'd never part.
My love for you just won't die down -
it just grows with each new day.
I wish you'd dare to look at me
and hear what I have to say;
"I love you and I want you back - "
but these words you just won't hear.
You don't seem to remember them -
all the memories I hold dear.
You were my first kiss, my first love
and now you don't even care.
How could you just blow it away?
We were the perfect pair.
you seem content to let me go -
You're doing fine as you are,
while I'm still missing how we were.
We had the best love by far.




I'm Too Big To Cry
I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me

Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry

You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry




Minggu, 20 Februari 2011

SAD !!!!!

you always like that
you want me to go..

you want me far..
you're evil to me~ but why? I can't hate you anymore !
it's sucks !!

I am writing your name on a paper and forever kept it in my heart
From that day I only realized that I will only loved you forever
Love that cant be together can also be known as Love
I cant handle the love memories and feelings alone
I cant start this, I can only miss you secretly in my heart
Even though it is not long, but my love for you will never change
The name I loved once in this life
Has becoming further and further away from me
plz don't say goodbye ! i hate that word !
I really need you~ i really can't calm without you
 waiting for you makes me tired and sad

but I have never regretted it
please tell me how do I forget you? 

why do you always have my mind? 

why, when I broken heart, I still love you?

why don't you come back? 
what's my fault that you left me?
why you could not understand my feelings?

me with all my friend =)






THIS ONE SO FUNNY =D ~ OMG !!!!






WHO"S KNOW WHERE AM I  ? Kekeke~
My teacher's Bday~ location in my classroom !!




AT MALL !! keke~
im the girl who's with her BAG :D







LOL !! TOILET ACTION !!





IM SO WEIRD ~~ XD ! I LOVE THISS !!






HORAYYY !! WEIRD AGAIN~






hihihi~~ my face LOL !! where's my face ??






LOOK AT THE BOY !! He's LAUGHING ! I LOVE HIS SMILE!!






hmm!! no comment =x ~!! kekekek =D




UGLY ME ~~ But I LOVE MY HAIR XD